at last i can breatheeeeeeeee
Miss uni is over, path test is over. and for now, i can relax and breatheeeee.. i cooked good dinner today, cleaned the house, including Neko. yeah, i made her take a bath, and pampered myself in the shower with chocolate body scrub and cinamon shower jel. i even cleaned the soap-scumb infested shower area and the toilet floor..
feels sooooooooo good even though i'm tired. i have been wanting to do all these for soooo lone, i just didn't have the time to. it's either dance or school work. but now that freaking miss uni is over, i can breathe and do stuff at a more managable pace.
seriously. miss uni is a BIG JOKE to me. the organizers were CRAP. they didn't know what they were doing and how they were going to do it until thaat week itself. and there they were on thursday, fucking irritating the shit out me, demanding to know thsi and that and refusing to listen to me. i was trying so hard to tell them when and where we will be dancing and stuff and this fucking guy called Ken (Barbie is scarred for life) refused to speak to me directly. there he was talking to big blur blur Tom (but nice i have to say) about flaredance and stuff and i told him that i could understand cantonese. he turned to me and said "no, i'll just tell him to tell you" int he most Rude and Broken english you cna ever imagine. anywayz, i'll fast forward to saturday, the day before the actually peagent say itself. and the contestants didn't know what they were doing either. they didn't knwo what and how and where they were going, walking and talking about.
the last straw came when tom asked ness "Vanessa, when the contestants are dancing, what are the companions going to do?"
HUH? number 1, you didn't tell us that there were going to be campanions, number 2, why the hell are you asking us? YOU re the organiser!!! OMG...
"huh? erm, (suggestions sugestions)" went ness.
"oh okie, can you be in charge" FUCK... ness was smart to push this stupid responsibility back to them. i mean, come on!!!!!!!!!!
even when i was teaching the contestants steps, it was a big headache coz half the class would be at least 1/2 hour late and when i gave them a break so that they could practise ont ehri own. they were huddle to a corner and talk and laugh loudly about something else liek dresses and stuff... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okie, there were a few girls who were really hard working and deserving (and they did win) i gave them "personal training". but most of them just sucked, it's okei to suck at dancing, i understand. but just had that sucky attitude. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i went up to this girl who clearly wasn't getting any steps right and gave her "private tuition" but she refused to just follow and learn on the spot with me. i dunnow what the hell she's thinking when she joined this ocmpetetion.
oke okie, enough of the meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn stuff..
i though, flare did a FANTASTIC performance last night at the show. in fact i thought we clearly outshone the contestants. dancing and some looks wise. ahhaha.. singing wise, the lady singer was fantastic. she clearly outshone the contestants who sanga s their 'talent'
and i felt soooooooooo pretty in that ballerina toga and skirt suit. whao i haven't danced ballet in ages... the smokey effect the organisers palced was perhaps the smartest move i have seen form them. it made our dance so fairy tale-like and magical.
i am filled with much regret that i didn't continue my ballet. i was young and i clearly didn't have the discipline to go to classes every week when my mom couldn't fetch me. and the place was pretty far as well. well, then again, maybe if i hadn't stopped ballet, i wouldn't have taken up chinese dance and hence follow suit to mordern, contemp, jass and hip hop.
about the test today. it was better than i expected. i dont expect to pass. but at least i know i tried and i know i wont get a big ZERO. (like my path online test) i could even asnswer a few questions!
feels sooooooooo good even though i'm tired. i have been wanting to do all these for soooo lone, i just didn't have the time to. it's either dance or school work. but now that freaking miss uni is over, i can breathe and do stuff at a more managable pace.
seriously. miss uni is a BIG JOKE to me. the organizers were CRAP. they didn't know what they were doing and how they were going to do it until thaat week itself. and there they were on thursday, fucking irritating the shit out me, demanding to know thsi and that and refusing to listen to me. i was trying so hard to tell them when and where we will be dancing and stuff and this fucking guy called Ken (Barbie is scarred for life) refused to speak to me directly. there he was talking to big blur blur Tom (but nice i have to say) about flaredance and stuff and i told him that i could understand cantonese. he turned to me and said "no, i'll just tell him to tell you" int he most Rude and Broken english you cna ever imagine. anywayz, i'll fast forward to saturday, the day before the actually peagent say itself. and the contestants didn't know what they were doing either. they didn't knwo what and how and where they were going, walking and talking about.
the last straw came when tom asked ness "Vanessa, when the contestants are dancing, what are the companions going to do?"
HUH? number 1, you didn't tell us that there were going to be campanions, number 2, why the hell are you asking us? YOU re the organiser!!! OMG...
"huh? erm, (suggestions sugestions)" went ness.
"oh okie, can you be in charge" FUCK... ness was smart to push this stupid responsibility back to them. i mean, come on!!!!!!!!!!
even when i was teaching the contestants steps, it was a big headache coz half the class would be at least 1/2 hour late and when i gave them a break so that they could practise ont ehri own. they were huddle to a corner and talk and laugh loudly about something else liek dresses and stuff... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okie, there were a few girls who were really hard working and deserving (and they did win) i gave them "personal training". but most of them just sucked, it's okei to suck at dancing, i understand. but just had that sucky attitude. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i went up to this girl who clearly wasn't getting any steps right and gave her "private tuition" but she refused to just follow and learn on the spot with me. i dunnow what the hell she's thinking when she joined this ocmpetetion.
oke okie, enough of the meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn stuff..
i though, flare did a FANTASTIC performance last night at the show. in fact i thought we clearly outshone the contestants. dancing and some looks wise. ahhaha.. singing wise, the lady singer was fantastic. she clearly outshone the contestants who sanga s their 'talent'
and i felt soooooooooo pretty in that ballerina toga and skirt suit. whao i haven't danced ballet in ages... the smokey effect the organisers palced was perhaps the smartest move i have seen form them. it made our dance so fairy tale-like and magical.
i am filled with much regret that i didn't continue my ballet. i was young and i clearly didn't have the discipline to go to classes every week when my mom couldn't fetch me. and the place was pretty far as well. well, then again, maybe if i hadn't stopped ballet, i wouldn't have taken up chinese dance and hence follow suit to mordern, contemp, jass and hip hop.
about the test today. it was better than i expected. i dont expect to pass. but at least i know i tried and i know i wont get a big ZERO. (like my path online test) i could even asnswer a few questions!
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