i dunnoe what's wrong with my blogger beta. it's either not working (webpage cannot load) or just wierdly arranged..


anyway.. this afternoon i couldn't pen this down on my blog but did it on word..


"Seriously, the bad luck never ends. Now my fren backed out. She says she’ll be jailed if I crash the car. Yeah I unders
tand her fears. But I cannot believe my bad luck.

Ah fuck this really sucks, I have to take train again…. My friend and I have worked out that we’ll take a cab to sch then take the train back.


Sigh………….. The truth is, I don’t wanna take the train anymore. I don’t wanna sit with dodgy people. I don’t wanna walk around with my heavy things!


People keep telling me to call the company and make noise. The truth is, I don’t want to have to do anything with them anymore. I don’t wanna talk to them, I don’t wanna nag at them, I don’t wanna contact them, I don’t wanna get a rejection/disappointment from them. I just wanna take my car and be done with them!


I hate my life!"


But after i cooled down.. i managed to convince myself that it;s only 3 days.. just 3 days.. com'on you can do it! i just the reason why i was so angry and upset initially was becoz i was just not preapred to take the train again. there's nothing to describe the ride via train but 'depressing'.


i tried to look on the brighter side.. i am getting a new car.. i just got an ipod sponsored by dad, i have cat to play with and cuddle and pet and tease. i am starting 3rd year. (aka did not retain/fail) i have frens who can give me rides to the train station and back from sch. (how very nice of them)


nvm.. ni is coming back on thursday/friday and my momis coming next next tuesday. yeah!!!


right now i'm at the stage where my mood cannot sink any lower. it's at it's lowest alreadi. from now on, anything bad happens is like a "whatever" to me. I'm going to concentrate on my studies and study harder and smarter.