going home!

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm finally going home tomorrow.. though i will only reach home on wednesday morning at 1am...

it's been a funny week here alone without my usual bunch of pals... i mean funny as in wierd.. luckily i have my good indo fren Dea.. whom i always call "dear".. hahahha

i had nothing to eat today.. there is nothing in my fridge.. so sickening... you know, i have to clear up everything in the fridge to turn the power off to save money while i'm away.. my last electricity bill came out to a wooping $90.00... i guess i have to blame it on the tv, coz my frenz get about $40-50.... but my mom says that the tv doesn't take up much electricity... wonder where my moneys' flying to then...

so sad.. i ate cream of chicken soup halfway and lost my appetite coz i had no bread to go with the soup. i needed some carbohydrates! then i cooked fried rice... only to realise that i have no eggs!!!(not that i'm infertile.. mind you) ended up eating rice with sauce.....

man i'm hungry for some really good food.... i ate a whole pack of chips in the afternoon while doing my chores... feel so fat... and i am fat.. i have put on weight and i dunnoe why my skin is just bursting with pimples everywhere... i use to think that it's exam stress, but exams are over and they are still there! it's not my diet either.. i am still eating normally... sigh, i feel so ugly!! yuck.... i'd dare not look in the mirrorat myself, i can't stand the way i look.

i'm so dead... i have to pay for my rent for next month but i dun have enough money in my account.... i told my parents to sent money to me the other day when i found out that the exchange rate was really low, but they didn't... now i'm in deep shit. i have to get down to the reception and request to pay outside aus... and for that i'll have to pay more too.... sickening.... a stitch in time could have saved nine...... (and my troubles..)

nevertheless.... always look on the bright side.. i am going home tml!!! yeah!!! at i thought i could never withstand the teasing about going home late.. hahah!

it's my birthday!!!

hey!!!!

sick of reading all my complains?? here's a happy entry!!it's my birthday! and i had the most wonderderful "pre-birthday" celebration!

i woke up early in the morning at 5++ to fetch my mum and brother who just arrived at melb!! so happy!!! then for lunch and dinner, i ate home cooked food... coooked by my mum.. yummmmmmmmmmmm

then after much studying in the afternoon, sheerleen and estella bugged me to study to eat dinner early.. and that they want to go to the nearby supermart (iga) to buy some stuff. when i came home, the lights were out! sheerleen opened the door, and there are everyone waiting for me!! Estella, Siaowen, Sheerleen, Dea, Erika, Quiwen, Zoey, Joyce, and of course, my mum and my brother(who happen to be sleeping in one corner..)it was a birthday surprise, and it really was a surprise coz i really had absolutely no clue whatsoever about this!!

i was so shocked, i kept my mouth open for quite some time before i stepped into the house. and they took pictures of me when i least expect!! they started singing happy birthday and i saw this huge chocolate rich cake with 19 candles on it!! then i made my wish and blew out alllllllll the candles!!

then we ate the cake, had lots of other chocolate biscuits then talked and talked and talked and talked.. usually about girl stuff, while my brother played his, i mean, my computer...

whao!! i was so happy to see everyone there!! i mean, it's exam times and they gave up 3 precious hours just to celebrate my birthay!! i am really really touched. i kept asking them whether they wante =d to go home to study and they all said no, then estella kept acusing me of chasing ppl out the house...-_-"... which is not so not true lah.. haha

oh, and i even got presents!!!!!!!! so happy, i received a cute box, with all my fav bright colours on it!! then i got a roxy purse!!! which again has all the cute colours, then i had fragrance soap, pink in colour!! scarf, hat, also pink in colour!!! pink earings!! pink bangle!!! and my mum bought me this night light that has a cute dancer on it!!!!! then she also bought for me a necklace with 13 diamonds on it!! 13!! my birth date!!

later on, i kept wondering to myself how they came about buying my presents, especailly when they have to study for exams, especially estella, she's usualy with me 24-7 and poof!!! out comes this purse!!

my friends and family in singapore also didn't forget me, my meimei wrote me a hand written mail!! i recieved a pair of drangonfly earings that's so cute! i also got mails, mails, and more mails from my friends wishing me happy birthday!!

thank you alll soo soo soo soo much!!!! i had a great time!!!!! love you guys!! muack!

deat beat!!

i'm doomed!! i'm doomed!!! i'm DOOMED!!!
so much to study so little time.. freaking uni life..
phew!! i've just finished allllllllll the biology mcq onlines.. that was really a mouthful.. i felt so tired but i refused to sleep until i did them all!!

sigh.. this life is pathetic... i do nothing but study all day.. and just now, before i did the bio mcq, i revised my physics and realise that i have forgotten everything!!!!! freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its 2 am now and somehow i feel sad... that my parents, especially my dad.. never calls.. (shh.. dont tell them i said that) i alwasy have to call them, and i usually call on sunday, but last sunday i didn't coz i was really tired, and they didn't bother to call me for a chat... i can understand that they are busy working people but surely one call doesn't take long.....

oh.. i can't ask for more.. being here stuyding is already a luxury.. well, all i want now is to pass my exams.. ** ning looks up in the sky with "pity my eyes" and says** "all i want is to pass my exams right now.."

well, at least i have something to look forward too!!!
my mom and my toopid bro are coming to asu to visit me!!!!!!!!!!!!
WWWWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWW WWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
(in case you can't read, i said woohoo) alright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no more maggie mee!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

but most of all, i can't wait to go back to sinagpore to see my family and friends, love you guys, muack!!!!!!

oopss

hee hee...
just realised that 2/3 of my blogs got the word suck.. oops... sorry...

psychology sucks!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this is sooooooooooooooooo sickening!!! i've been doing nothing but studying psychology the whole day and the darn notes are structureless!!!! it's so damn difficult to learn.. what more study.. i'm reallllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy begining to regret taking psychology, but then again, i dont know what other subjects i can take that is easy to pass and study...
i just did the psychology mcq online for the 3rd part of the course.. about cognition and learning, and the bloodly teacher is soooo darn lazy... never put the answers up.. so i had to redo the thing a hundred times.. i didn't even complete it!!! i wanted to know what are all the answers are but it's sooo irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i can't stand him!!! that teacher's a meanie!!!
okie face it.. he puts an effort into teaching us... but still..............ahhhhhhhhhh
anyway... i'vw been realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy stressed out these few day.. pimples are poping out from every corner of my face.. not the mention the middle of course..
can't wait till my mom gets here....
but most of all, i can't wait to go home!!!