again! again again again!!!!

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fumming! they disappointed me AGAIN!


i asked my brother to call mymum to ask her what time she was coming back tmr for the christmas dinner i was going to prepare. "10pm"


what???? how the fuck are we suppose to have dinner at that time?


i called her back. "how are wegoing to have dinner if u come back at 10 plus?!" i asked.


"oh.. didn't daddy tell you. aiyo this daddy ah do things..." " i having very big migrane here.."


first of all, i doint give a shit as t whether you're in pain anot. i care about why you broke your promise to spend chritsmas with the fmaily. all of you have always been away during chirtsmas. then what the fuck am i back home here for?to ROT AT HOME???


i put so much effort trying to make this a better family. but it is dysfunctional as always.


before i learnt that i cannot make dinner anymore,i was going thru some stuff in te fridge too see what i can cook.OMG expired sauces date back to 2004 b(The year i left for aus) thatis just PROOF THAT THE ONLY PERSON WHO THROWS EXPIRED STUFF AWAY IS ME.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate this dysfunctional family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!